Suicide is sad.

I have seen two friends lie cold and gone in a funeral home. I have has the awful feelings of hope and despair that seeing a body, lie unmoving, unbreathing gives you. that at any moment if you stare hard enough they would breathe.




'Cept they wont, they wont miracle back to life. no matter how hard you stare.




It was strange. It was sad. i had met their parents when they were alive. and i tried not to be outwardly any sadder then they were. i may have lost a friend. but they lost a child. and that to me is someting i hope to never feel.




I didnt know any of the parents that well. but when a person dies you feel like you should know them better.




Suicide multipies that, it makes you believe you should have know, you could have saved them.




but you couldnt have.




we all are gonna die. and sometimes being the one who says when is man way of taking control.







death is permanent. life is short.




suicide is sad.




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